Mazohyst of decadence

Mazohyst of decadence

(with English Translation)

By; Dir en Grey

Album; GAUZE

umiotosareru kodomo tsumi no ishiki no nai otona otosare

namae mo nai boku naze koko ni iru no ka sae wakaranai keredo

tatta suukagetsu no inochi tomo shirazu....

boku wa aisaretai boku wa umaretai kono botai no naka mitsumete

boku ga ishiki wo matta toki kara nikkagetsu me nani ka ga hayai to kanjita

mada nani mo dekinai sono uchi puragu ga....

fukanzenna boku wa kaki otosareta itami ga karada wo tsukinukeru

haha no naki sakebu koe mimi nari ga yamanai hakui no otona tachi boku wo sukui ageta

reiketsu ni michi afureta hitomi ni chimamire no migi te no nai boku ga utsuru

sono mama kuroi biniiru ni tsutsumareta

dandan ishiki ga usureru naka boku wa kangaeru shizuka ni

Cage no boku wo kono mama aiseru nara sore de ii yurusezu

aisarenai boku wa kono mama shinda hou ga ii

dakara ugoe wo agezu shizuka ni nemurimashou

ichodo dake haha no ai kono te de kanjite mitai

kore ga ai na no ka mo shirenai arigatou

nido to hirakanai tobira kataku tomerarete ita

demo ne boku wa kitto mirai no kimi dakara

ra ra ra....

hontou ni kore de ii n desu ne

hai

anata wa nannin me desu ka

hitori me desu

boku wa kazue kirenai kodomo wo koroshite imasu

anata wa yurusemasu ka

.....

mou ichido kikimasu

hontou ni kore de ii n desu ne

hai

youi wa ii desu ka

hai

dewa hajimemashou

karada yakitsukusare hone ga nakunaru made yakitsukusu

sayonara

Translation

A child who is born, adults who don't feel guilty, being fallen

Nameless me, though I don't understand why I'm here

Not knowing my life was for several months...

I want to be loved, I want to be born, look at this womb

It's 2nd months since I gained consciousness, I felt that something was early

I can't do anything yet, by and by the plug...

Incomplete me was raked out, pain went through my body

Mother's screaming voice, buzzing in my ears doesn't stop

Adults with white gown scooped me up

Bloody me without right hand appear in their cold-blooded eyes

I was wrapped in the black vinyl as I am

I think while I gradually lose consciousness, silently

I'll be satisfied if you can love me of Cage, can't forgive

I should die as I am because I am not loved

Therefore I sleep silently without the first cry

I want to feel the mother's love only once with this hand

This may be the love, thank you

The door what never open again, was firmly shut

But surely I am you in the future

LALALA...

Are you really want to?

Yes

How many children do you?

First

I have killed countless children

Can you forgive me?

......

I ask you again

Are you really want to?

Yes

Are you ready?

Yes

So, let's start

My body is completely burnt and burnt until my borns become lost

Good-bye