Raisen detre

Raisen detre

(with English Translation)

By; Dir en grey

Album; Gauze

aishisugite ita ne ano goro no boku wa itsu demo sou
demo mou miakita yo ude ni betsu no hito ga iru ne

sugu ni aisenaku nari nikushimi ga komiageru yo
tataki kowashitaku naru boku no wagamama mo suki kai

kotoba yori mo motto motomete ita
karada dake wo motomete ita yo

kagami no mae de tada hitori enji kitta piero ga
sotto boku no mae ni yori iu no sa
kimi wo kurushimeru no wa boku ka sore tomo kanojo ka
hitori no boku ga sasayuku no sa

kizuku goro ni wa kizutsukete ita
wakariaenai boku ga iru yo

kagami no mae de tada hitori enji kitta piero ga
sotto boku no mae ni yori iu no sa
kimi wo kurushimeru no wa boku ka sore tomo kanojo ka
hitori no boku ga sasayuku no sa

saigo wa konna katachi nante ki ga tooku naru hodo ni itakute
me no mae de kimi ga warai sakebu akai kamisori mitsume nagara

Translation

I loved you too much.

That's what I aIways did back then

But I'm tired of watching you.

I already have somebody else in my arms

Immediately, I cannot love you.

Hatred is welling up inside of me

I just want to destroy everything.

Do you like my selfishness as well?

I wanted more than I couId say

I longed only for your body

In front of the mirror,

a clown, the only person performing,

Just came close to me and asked

Is it her or me that is torturing you?

I'm all alone and mumbling to myself

I had already hurt you before realizing it

Here I am,

but we'll never understand each other

In front of the mirror,

a clown, the only person performing,

Just came close to me and asked

Is it her or me that is torturing you?

I'm all alone and mumbling to myself

I can't believe the end has come like this

I'm dizzy from the pain

You are laughing and screaming in front of me,

looking at the blood-red razor